<h1>贰拾肆、冰女王和锡士兵</h1>

    ??荏???南???没???有???洗???去???头???发???上???的???味???道???，???她???就???打???算???这???么???正???大???光???明???地???下???去???，???带???着???这???证???据???坐???到???他???面???前???。

    ??主???意???打???得???好???，???无???奈???心???理???素???质???不???怎???么???跟???得???上???，???对???自???己???暗???暗???放???了???无???数???狠???话???，???但???桌???上???的???时???钟???走???到???九???点???了???，???她???却???还???是???坐???在???床???沿???磨???蹭???。

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    ??突???然???玉???白???色???的???脚???尖???划???过???暗???色???西???裤???上???硕???大???隆???起???的???画???面???从???她???脑???中???闪???过???，???荏???南???耳???朵???一???下???热???了???起???来???，???将???作???乱???的???脚???收???了???回???来???，???双???手???抱???膝???，???将???烧???红???的???脸???埋???进???膝???间???。

    ??大???哥???真???的???会???这???么???做???吗???？

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    ??可???昨???晚???…???…

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    ??真???的???曾???这???样???吞???下???大???哥???的???精???液???吗???？

    ??荏???南???太???没???出???息???，???一???下???子???扑???进???被???子???里???，???整???个???人???埋???了???进???去???，???左???扭???右???晃???，???脚???也???不???停???地???往???空???中???无???序???蹬???着???，???等???再???出???来???时???，???额???发???乱???蓬???蓬???地???散???在???脸???上???，???只???剩???发???窝???下???的???一???双???眼???睛???闪???闪???发???亮???。

    ??她???再???揪???出???那???缕???头???发???，???气???味???因???为???这???番???动???作???几???乎???已???经???全???部???散???掉???，???荏???南???有???些???傻???了???，???颇???为???后???悔???地???捶???了???下???床???，???可???这???么???一???来???，???发???丝???飞???扬???起???来???，???她???连???忙???又???伸???手???护???住???，???收???得???太???急???，???磕???在???床???脚???上???，???疼???得???厉???害???，???脸???都???皱???成???了???二???十???四???褶???的???大???肉???包???。

    ??这???也???忒???没???出???息???了???些???，???可???这???是???荏???南???唯???一???的???证???据???，???这???十???年???来???第???一???次???抓???住???的???，???大???哥???也???爱???着???她???的???证???据???，???尽???管???虚???无???缥???缈???，???尽???管???无???迹???可???寻???，???却???是???她???唯???一???的???证???据???。

    ??她???顾???不???得???手???疼???，???忍???着???拿???起???那???发???，???想???要???牢???牢???记???住???那???味???道???，???直???到???过???了???一???会???儿???，???实???在???是???没???什???么???气???味???剩???下???了???，???才???终???于???松???开???手???，???恨???恨???地???打???了???下???床???，???却???又???让???自???己???皱???成???了???那???十???二???褶???的???小???笼???包???。

    ??又???磨???蹭???了???一???会???儿???，???才???终???于???下???了???楼???，???躲???在???门???柱???后???探???头???探???脑???，???发???现???大???哥???还???在???餐???厅???里???坐???着???，???平???日???这???个???点???，???大???哥???早???已???去???部???里???加???班???了???，???今???日???却???还???留???在???这???里???，???荏???南???缩???了???回???去???赶???紧???整???理???了???一???下???自???己???的???头???发???和???衣???服???，???才???走???了???进???去???。

    ??江???庆???之???在???桌???前???已???经???用???完???早???餐???，???正???在???看???文???件???，???见???她???落???座???，???眼???风???也???没???多???给???一???分???。

    ??荏???南???不???禁???多???了???分???胆???怯???，???好???在???她???准???备???的???勇???气???很???多???，???即???便???这???样???也???依???然???够???用???。

    ??“???大???哥???…???…???”???她???想???问???清???楚???。

    ??“???快???吃???，???下???次???不???许???这???么???晚???起???了???。???”???江???庆???之???打???断???，???将???小???笼???包???放???到???她???面???前???，???催???她???赶???紧???用???饭???。

    ??大???哥???对???她???积???威???甚???久???，???加???上???今???日???晚???起???，???不???自???觉???就???心???虚???地???听???候???吩???咐???，???之???前???打???算???好???好???清???算???会???谈???的???心???都???先???忘???在???一???边???了???。

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    ??还???是???一???丝???不???苟???的???背???头???，???还???是???整???齐???到???一???丝???褶???都???没???有???的???西???装???，???手???表???好???好???地???系???在???腕???上???，???衣???领???扣???到???了???最???上???一???颗???，???打???得???还???是???严???整???的???温???莎???结???。

    ??一???如???既???往???。

    ??她???一???直???在???偷???看???，???后???来???甚???至???正???大???光???明???看???着???大???哥???，???若???是???往???日???怕???是???早???就???被???敲???了???暴???栗???，???可???今???天???庆???之???却???只???是???看???着???文???件???，???没???有???分???丝???毫???注???意???力???给???她???。

    ??荏???南???忍???了???一???会???儿???，???还???是???按???捺???不???住???，???急???急???吞???掉???碗???里???的???包???子???便???打???算???开???口???。

    ??“???大???哥???…???…???”

    ??这???回???被???来???送???文???件???的???秘???书???打???断???了???。

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    ??怎???么???想???和???大???哥???说???话???这???么???难???呢???，???好???在???她???有???很???多???很???多???的???耐???心???，???所???以???再???等???三???分???钟???，???不???，???再???等???一???分???钟???也???是???可???以???的???。

    ??等???秘???书???收???好???文???件???打???算???去???送???，???荏???南???简???直???迫???不???及???待???想???欢???送???他???出???去???，???眼???睛???都???提???前???眯???成???了???弯???弯???的???笑???眼???，???脚???也???不???安???分???，???坐???在???凳???子???上???还???轻???轻???晃???着???。

    ??大???哥???马???上???就???是???她???一???个???人???的???了???。

    ??“???等???一???下???。???”???江???庆???之???唤???住???秘???书???，???“???去???拍???个???电???报???给???明???之???，???让???他???学???期???结???束???了???速???归???。???”???秘???书???应???是???而???去???。

    ??仿???佛???一???头???凉???水???泼???了???下???来???，???荏???南???呆???呆???坐???在???椅???子???上???，???笑???眼???不???再???弯???，???腿???也???放???下???来???了???。

    ??没???事???的???，???没???事???的???，???只???是???吩???咐???让???二???哥???早???点???回???来???罢???了???，???本???来???也???快???要???回???来???了???，???大???哥???是???家???长???，???自???然???应???该???要???关???心???弟???弟???的???。

    ??她???向???江???庆???之???望???去???，???脸???上???绽???放???出???一???个???带???着???希???望???的???笑???容???，???正???大???光???明???地???，???以???一???个???女???人???的???姿???态???要???和???他???说???话???。

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    ??荏???南???的???勇???气???在???沉???默???中???又???用???掉???了???一???些???，???可???她???年???轻???，???因???此???还???剩???下???很???多???，???顶???着???江???庆???之???淡???漠???的???神???情???，???依???然???开???口???问???道???：???“???大???哥???，???昨???天???晚???上???…???…???”

    ??可???江???庆???之???还???是???没???让???她???说???完???，???打???断???道???：???“???不???会???喝???酒???以???后???就???不???要???喝???了???。???”

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    ??今???天???本???来???是???荏???南???最???幸???福???的???一???天???。

    ??她???花???了???十???年???，???终???于???找???到???了???她???的???爱???人???也???爱???着???她???的???一???点???点???证???明???。

    ??可???如???今???她???的???心???上???人???在???和???她???说???，???让???她???和???别???人???结???婚???，???和???别???人???远???走???，???离???开???他???身???边???。

    ??荏???南???就???这???么???坐???在???椅???子???上???，???短???时???间???没???有???反???应???过???来???，???之???前???的???机???敏???和???灵???慧???此???刻???不???知???飞???去???哪???了???，???连???辩???驳???也???说???不???出???来???，???连???质???询???都???无???力???开???口???。

    ??年???轻???人???的???爱???恨???都???是???挂???在???脸???上???的???，???过???了???好???久???，???荏???南???才???望???向???他???，???眼???里???含???着???大???颗???的???泪???水???，???几???乎???包???不???住???，???仿???佛???跟???把???烧???着???的???火???一???样???，???烫???得???人???心???里???发???疼???。

    ??便???非???要???在???今???天???吗???，???便???非???要???在???她???觉???得???最???幸???福???、???最???惊???喜???也???最???难???自???信???的???这???个???早???上???吗???？

    ??“???我???讨???厌???你???！???”

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    ??她???太???年???轻???，???不???知???道???反???常???即???为???妖???，???正???因???动???摇???，???才???需???猛???药???。

    ??年???轻???人???心???中???的???世???界???是???没???有???什???么???不???得???已???的???，???相???爱???便???合???该???在???一???起???，???什???么???不???得???已???，???什???么???苦???衷???，???都???是???泡???影???。

    ??她???爱???了???便???没???有???半???分???保???留???，???未???想???过???受???伤???，???不???顾???忌???嘲???讽???，???旁???人???全???当???从???未???存???在???，???心???比???金???子???还???亮???，???比???火???焰???还???热???。

    ??她???幼???时???听???过???锡???士???兵???的???故???事???，???也???听???过???冰???女???王???的???故???事???，???都???是???大???哥???给???她???讲???的???。

    ??她???从???来???都???不???觉???得???害???怕???，???如???果???有???爱???，???一???日???也???够???的???，???便???是???在???火???炉???里???融???化???都???可???以???，???如???果???没???有???，???那???便???是???做???冰???雪???女???王???，???大???概???也???只???觉???王???冠???累???赘???吧???。

    ??她???自???己???的???心???太???热???了???，???便???觉???得???能???融???化???一???切???冰???雪???。

    ??可???她???不???知???道???，???这???世???上???有???许???多???不???得???已???，???连???童???话???都???难???得???圆???满???了???，???更???何???况???实???在???的???人???生???呢

    ??荏???南???没???有???看???到???，???她???走???后???，???江???庆???之???坐???在???无???人???的???餐???桌???前???，???一???动???不???动???地???坐???了???半???日???。

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    锡士兵和冰女王是作者童年印象非常深刻的两个童话，可能因为其他童话的结局大多美好圆满，这两个让我记了非常久，如果没有看过的读者，也可以去看看这两个童话，非常美，也非常动人。