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    ?????他??????不??????是??????没??????有??????注??????意??????到??????，??????她??????的??????一??????颦??????一??????笑??????、??????一??????举??????一??????动??????，??????江??????庆??????之??????都??????熟??????稔??????在??????心??????，??????睫??????毛??????颤??????一??????下??????，??????也??????知??????道??????她??????怎??????么??????了??????。

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    ?????于??????是??????如??????昨??????日??????一??????样??????，??????她??????就??????这??????样??????与??????大??????哥??????，??????共??????这??????一??????支??????舞??????。

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    ?????她??????的??????心??????思??????，??????连??????自??????己??????都??????快??????不??????懂??????了??????。

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    ?????荏??????南??????倒??????真??????的??????歪??????着??????头??????，??????想??????了??????一??????会??????儿??????，??????才??????认??????认??????真??????真??????回??????答??????：??????“??????可??????以??????的??????，??????如??????果??????你??????真??????的??????不??????想??????，??????囡??????囡??????也??????会??????听??????你??????的??????，??????会??????乖??????乖??????的??????。??????”

    ?????江??????庆??????之??????莫??????名??????生??????出??????了??????点??????心??????疼??????，??????密??????密??????地??????扎??????进??????他??????心??????里??????，??????可??????他??????没??????有??????办??????法??????，??????无??????可??????奈??????何??????，??????只??????能??????紧??????了??????紧??????搂??????着??????荏??????南??????的??????手??????，??????慢??????慢??????向??????外??????走??????去??????。